confusion

Confusion

The place where I used to live
confused me
as I stepped out into the cold air
of indifference
that slammed the door of comms.’
into my face
shut out the uncanny collector
of words
or so she said repeatedly
in a continual round dance.
Nonsense!
The lack of basic senses
confuses the strongest human
bond
with mysterious misconstruing
that happened when building
the Tower of Babylon
in human relations.
It fell like a house of cards
through man’s arrogance
challenging the gods.
And nobody gave me his hand
to pick me up from the kerb
of cast-out social failures
save for one man.
Although I still could contribute
been enriched through 75 years
of life experience – you know?
Where the boil of dog days
left many wanderers stranded
on endless highways
to seek a better life ahead and
many will make it far better,
than the people of Jewish faith
who froze to death or were killed
during the Death March in 1945
in the Polish Woods
eliminated as witnesses to the
pogrom at Auschwitz-Birkenau
don’t you know?
At least education should have
done its duties long time ago.
However now the people line up
patiently along main roads
as Greeks Macedonians Hungarians
and Austrians help the vast stream
of mainly Syrian refugees along.
Has the European community
not yet woken up to a human
time bomb
or has bureaucracy again
shown its indifferent face?
The place I used to live
confuses me
although some apparently
poor folk
took all our possessions
earned all during our lives
be it in Africa
or be it in Greece
referred to as Greek tragedy.
A great social consciousness
exists in Austria Germany
Denmark Norway and Iceland.
Perhaps more countries will
follow
and soon the European dream
to unite in spirit and deed
will come to be true and
not remain as an ideal thought
printed upon durable paper.

zoltanzelan
ZJG-Poetry’15.Bodies & Faces 13 Scan (3)

Alienation.

Alienation

By ZJ Galos.

 

He writes in the morning when the thoughts are fresh and his senses are sharpened by the nights rest and the continuous workings of his mind yield the right words without any strain.

She bumps into hi study, her emaciated body frightens him. Who is this ghostlike appearance talking down to him, interrupting his flow of prose?

“I do not know you,” he replies to a barrage of her mumblings in a language that is foreign to him.

“You have lost your memory,” she raises her voice, as if his presence has annoyed her.

“Who are you, colourful dressed spook?”

“You wish to insult my fashion?”

“I just wish to have my peace, in order to write my own thoughts down.”

And what about me?” He raises his head above the edge of the desk lamp and he recalls her eyes to be familiar.

“Oh gee!” He tries to soothe her word explosion down to get rid of her, but it seems to anger her even more.

“I have been in another world, where this man with a dusky mask is about to fight the golden knight with the blue shield and …

“You are nuts!” She shouts and throws a sketch to his laptop. A dress that is short with geometric patterns like framed medallions.

“What’s that?”

“It’s my design for new fashion shirts.” He looks at it and slowly he recognizes that he had met her last time in the hall of their house. Damned! She must be his wife, he did not recognize her. She had lost half of her weight in just a few months, since they had agreed on separate bedrooms and working spaces. “I’m sorry,” he said.

“What do you mean?”

“I am looking at the patterns you chose, and they are familiar, but looking strange in these geometrical framing.”

“It’s my design for the fashion conscious, but I see you have no taste.”

“I am sorry I wish to finish my work, besides please do not barge in, but ask me to meet you.” She is annoyed. Her arteries show on her temples as she raises her voice.

“You are just jealous that I have ideas of my own.” He finds this ridiculous, but says nothing in return. She is visibly upset.

“I want to know why you ran away last time, when I asked you to drink a glass of champagne with me?” He frowns that she jumps around in the past.

“That was months ago and I had no taste for champagne, when I can hardly afford some real food.”

‘But for Val you had time, offering her some too?” His heartbeat raised he yells back at her. “Don’t be ridiculous she is just a young lass.”

“Yes she is crafty and she tries getting into your pants.” He discards her words with a smile.

“Please leave now and draw up what you want to design and I will look at all later.” She steps forward and then back.

“I warn you, how you treating me.” He feels his anger giving way to sadness.

“Please leave now, I will talk to you later. She lowers her head and steps outside closing the glazed door to his study. It has become impossible to discuss anything with her. He noticed that she used his designs to make her own fashion accessories. Fine, he says to himself, if she would just get on with the business and leave him to his own quality time.

He feels like having swallowed a bitter pill and it stays with him. His mind plays a flashback of happy times with her. Sadness closes onto his heart and he feels the air being pressed from his lungs. Is this how it’ll end for them?

Since she stopped taking her medication she has changed 180 percent. There is nothing he can do for her that’ll suit her, as she competes with him for creative work. “I hope, she will be successful and sell more fashion items than he could sell his own work.

‘I am thirsty,” he mumbles, gets-up from his writing desk to fetch a glass of cooled water.