he has dreamed of a paradisiacal setting
in the early hoursof the night
waking to a shot of pain/ like a bolt/ the pain
of torture in his upper arms/ unbearable
take a tablet – he thought – then the
interrupted sleep in a two-hourly rhythm
gave him a high for autoeroticism
that put him immediately to sleep.
he hadn’t noticed how high his libidinal
pressure was/ only on a higher part of
the bedcovers/ he didn’t know that he
still could shoot that for/ almost a great
relief in this mode of pastinnoculation
to fight covid 19.
amazing circumstancesof attacks to his
delicate health: covid 19 innoculation
and pain in his joints/ upper arms
a reflux of arthritis?
enough to make a grown man cry.
at the weidling train station he saw
an advert flag
with a symbolical depiction of a