thirteenth song

because i have written

something of importance

that forms part of my

existence

that I wanted to share

with you

that I was now looking

forward to

revealing it to you,

but these notes mislead

i sat in grief of having

lost an important portion

of my erotic life

or was it just self-pity

i indulge in now?

it was something deeper

as i found myself again

in a groove

recollected

to write down my intimate

thoughts and my innermost

emotions

that lately rule

my imprisoned life

this life that is to me

completely useless until

i have some close and intimate

contact with you

a contact I cannot do without

like a set of parts that sustains

my life

a part that is more than just

sustenance

and without it I just perish

little by little

in small packages

that drop from my heart’s

storage system

that depletes its urgency of

virility

that let me fade into the far

distance

like a long lost friend

who faded out of your life

a pale horizon that disappears

behind the swill of waves

at a boat trip to an island

lost in the bright sunny days

of your summer months

a summer I seek to be with you

in you

living with you

door to door

eye to eye

body to body

in all the nights

friends together at daytime

but lovers together always

at night.

i cling to your body

desperate and hopefully

to be with you in my most

intimate moments and to stay

with you in hardships and

sufferings of our souls.

at last! I feel your body’s

warmth close to me

in this huge bed of smooth

and heated up emotions

let my heart revive and

find my loving slide into

you

to the beat of excitements

that a well-traveled bard

matured to love you well

and deeply

can still excite you with his

body’s pounding

tossing your innermost

into a frenzy of so many

lustful cries.

zoltanzelan

zjg-poetry’02/’20.

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